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Shen Qingqiu ([personal profile] peakfan) wrote2023-06-14 10:25 pm
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metacognition: and lost a little weight. (89)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's no real response to any of that; he doesn't even move his head to look. the music keeps playing, soft in the background.

fei du's voice is very still and level. ]


Where did you go, and what did you find?
metacognition: fei du wouldn't show THAT off. (43.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ :)

there's zero sign of his usual flippant, relaxed personality. no sign of his gentle class, wry jokes. he's just - cold and numb. ]


An umbrella. [ fei du will reach for his phone, briefly, and tap out his notes. ] And only droplets of water?
metacognition: fei du ready to roll. action. (97)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ fei du's thumbs blur over the keys for a moment, as he's typing and adding all of these details to the notes. ]

I see. Did you catch how the employee was killed?
metacognition: fei du also feels acceptance. (48.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a noise that's a completely mirthless one note laugh. ]

That's fine. Thank you.

[ he finishes his notes and locks his phone, and goes silent again, staring back out at the lake. the music continues, very softly. you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains. ]
metacognition: fei du respects your attempt. (53.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ HELP THE BLUESCREEN

him too, man. just maybe less literally? who knows. ]


If you hear anything from the others, feel free to pass it on.
metacognition: fei du is in. (24)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ he glances up

and raises an eyebrow. ]


Something the matter?
metacognition: fei du sees where this is going. (6.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ ah. ]

- Yes. Did you get one?
metacognition: fei du always the outlaw. never the law. (175)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Please.

[ he holds out his hand. ]
metacognition: fei du sees where this is going. (6.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 11:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ for the first time, fei du has a visible reaction that isn't just some kind of numbness: his eyes go slightly wide, brows nearly jumping off of his forehead.

... ]


... This is - have you seen the other messages?
metacognition: fei du is survivor hero. (49.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 12:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ looks at this looks at the last trial, wheezes

fei du makes a little noise, and pulls up his phone. ]


... Will you send me yours? Here. This is what I received, last week.

[ and he'll forward sqq a message. ]

FW:
Bring them from different worlds. Erase worlds of those who fail to win. This will be a better system for the future.


So... they're chronological.
metacognition: fei du has too many secrets. (7.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ lmao!!! fei du is smiling, but it's not a nice smile. ]

The two messages go together. Anyone who has seen my message - if they're rash enough, they may act. Seeing yours could reinforce it. And, we have no way of knowing who's winning, right now, either.
metacognition: fei du will no longer be nice fei du. (177)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Precisely.

[ lmao ]

It relies on the goodness of humanity, in some ways. In the chance to make a choice. And in reading yours, I wonder - if we do end up reaching that cooperation, teacher Shen, it may have to result in a lot more death.
metacognition: fei du...is fei du. (185)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ haha team bottom

that was inappropriate im sorry ]


Maybe. [ but, his heart breaks, as he thinks about shenhe, instead. ] I'll tell you, I don't have any intentions of killing anyone, teacher Shen. Not now, and not ever.

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