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Shen Qingqiu ([personal profile] peakfan) wrote2023-06-14 10:25 pm
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metacognition: fei du's personality is explosive. (170)

w3, friday.

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ the vibes are rancid today!! you don't need emotionshare to know that!!!

fei du's sitting by the lake, after all of that. legs crossed, hands folded in his lap, staring off into the water. there's a notebook in his lap, and his phone is very, very softly playing the usual - you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains.

when he realizes shen qingqiu is there, he doesn't look at him. ]


Did you investigate today?
metacognition: and lost a little weight. (89)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's no real response to any of that; he doesn't even move his head to look. the music keeps playing, soft in the background.

fei du's voice is very still and level. ]


Where did you go, and what did you find?
metacognition: fei du wouldn't show THAT off. (43.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ :)

there's zero sign of his usual flippant, relaxed personality. no sign of his gentle class, wry jokes. he's just - cold and numb. ]


An umbrella. [ fei du will reach for his phone, briefly, and tap out his notes. ] And only droplets of water?
metacognition: fei du ready to roll. action. (97)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ fei du's thumbs blur over the keys for a moment, as he's typing and adding all of these details to the notes. ]

I see. Did you catch how the employee was killed?
metacognition: fei du also feels acceptance. (48.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a noise that's a completely mirthless one note laugh. ]

That's fine. Thank you.

[ he finishes his notes and locks his phone, and goes silent again, staring back out at the lake. the music continues, very softly. you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains. ]
metacognition: fei du respects your attempt. (53.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ HELP THE BLUESCREEN

him too, man. just maybe less literally? who knows. ]


If you hear anything from the others, feel free to pass it on.
metacognition: fei du is in. (24)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ he glances up

and raises an eyebrow. ]


Something the matter?
metacognition: fei du sees where this is going. (6.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ ah. ]

- Yes. Did you get one?
metacognition: fei du always the outlaw. never the law. (175)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Please.

[ he holds out his hand. ]
metacognition: fei du sees where this is going. (6.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-08 11:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ for the first time, fei du has a visible reaction that isn't just some kind of numbness: his eyes go slightly wide, brows nearly jumping off of his forehead.

... ]


... This is - have you seen the other messages?
metacognition: fei du is survivor hero. (49.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 12:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ looks at this looks at the last trial, wheezes

fei du makes a little noise, and pulls up his phone. ]


... Will you send me yours? Here. This is what I received, last week.

[ and he'll forward sqq a message. ]

FW:
Bring them from different worlds. Erase worlds of those who fail to win. This will be a better system for the future.


So... they're chronological.
metacognition: fei du has too many secrets. (7.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ lmao!!! fei du is smiling, but it's not a nice smile. ]

The two messages go together. Anyone who has seen my message - if they're rash enough, they may act. Seeing yours could reinforce it. And, we have no way of knowing who's winning, right now, either.
metacognition: fei du will no longer be nice fei du. (177)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Precisely.

[ lmao ]

It relies on the goodness of humanity, in some ways. In the chance to make a choice. And in reading yours, I wonder - if we do end up reaching that cooperation, teacher Shen, it may have to result in a lot more death.

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