[ I'm so sorry Fei Du but the rancid vibes only skyrockets when sqq gets outside and unfortunately for him, he doesn't do that good of a job checking if everyone ran away already. and with great enthusiam and pure anger, once again goes ]
as he realizes he's been joined, he manages to like - wrap his own emotions up into some semblance of a box. they respond to the rancid with his own rancid. his are despair, and anger, and confusion and nausea, but he finally manages to shove it down. ]
T... teacher Shen.
[ this would be like, hilariously funny if it wasn't the worst day in the world ]
[ there's a heavy does of panic in his, and a strong sense of 'oh fucking fuck shit OH SHIT' but whoo boy is it getting drowned out by the pure black out rage of helplessness. it's amazing how much it just- gets dropkicked away and slammed into the box when he realizes someone is there and the firey anger immediately turns into smoke. oops. ]
Fei Du. [ he barely manages a slight uptick of a smile but ] My apologies for my outburst.
[ he's an uncomposed wreck now, too, to be honest - someone who is just as carefully buttoned up just shattered into pieces. he sits back on his heels and rubs his hand across his mouth, trying to clean himself up as his emotions spiral to void. ]
[ with the way life keeps coming at him, shen qingqiu is simply fueled by pure spite and rage. if he tucks it into a box and lets it out in small increments, he'll be fine. a big burst and he'll just lay down on the floor and let the ground reclaim him. ]
Perhaps.
[ but like, later. ]
For the moment though, perhaps making sure you are well will suffice for now.
[ LET HIM FUSS AND NOT THINK ABOUT HOW AWFUL THINGS ARE ]
[ who knew the teacher would act like a teacher even in the worst conditions? his stank vibes tick a little into amusement, however, because he's the biggest liar of them all. takes one to know one, fei du!!]
If you say so.
[ he adapts the airs of shizun and pulls out his fan to tap his lips ]
Though this teacher believes it may be time for a nice walk. Would one be willing to join?
[ yeah they size each other up danmei liar to danmei liar
he smiles a little, watching shen qingqiu take up that persona so quickly. he's interesting. there's something about him that fei du does recognize, but he keeps it quiet as he rocks back and pushes himself up. ]
... I think I'd like that. [ please let's get away from the scene of the crime of him throwing up at blood. he straightens, slowly, and in the way that shen qingqiu puts on the mien of the shizun, fei du puts on president fei. ]
[ like will always know like even through the multitude of masks they wear. the faint blip of amusement grows as Fei Du accepts and he does a graceful sweeping bow of gratitude. never say he can't play the part of a C-Drama shizun to the nines!! ]
Well then, let us depart from this place.
[ and honestly, the farther the way the better. does he have a destination in mind? absolutely not! will they probably end up eating fries somewhere like gremlins? ....probably! ginger ale is good for upset tummies. ]
Perhaps we shall find something to settle our hearts.
[ fei du brushes himself off as his emotions return to stability. a void, something very carefully packaged together, tied with a neat little bow on top. he's fine. very fine.
and, he gives shen qingqiu a small smile, at the suggestion. ]
I agree, Teacher Shen. Maybe the park, and the food trucks? I could use something sweet.
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right after, fei du is outside just throwing up the entire contents of his stomach in the bushes not far from the house
that's the only concept of a starter i have ]
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FUCK.
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as he realizes he's been joined, he manages to like - wrap his own emotions up into some semblance of a box. they respond to the rancid with his own rancid. his are despair, and anger, and confusion and nausea, but he finally manages to shove it down. ]
T... teacher Shen.
[ this would be like, hilariously funny if it wasn't the worst day in the world ]
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Fei Du. [ he barely manages a slight uptick of a smile but ] My apologies for my outburst.
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[ he's an uncomposed wreck now, too, to be honest - someone who is just as carefully buttoned up just shattered into pieces. he sits back on his heels and rubs his hand across his mouth, trying to clean himself up as his emotions spiral to void. ]
You should let it out. I won't tell anyone.
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Perhaps.
[ but like, later. ]
For the moment though, perhaps making sure you are well will suffice for now.
[ LET HIM FUSS AND NOT THINK ABOUT HOW AWFUL THINGS ARE ]
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he rubs his face under his glasses. ]
Like a true teacher. [ he says, quietly, with a tiny huff of a humorless laugh. ] I'm - fine. It's fine.
[ he said like a liar. ]
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If you say so.
[ he adapts the airs of shizun and pulls out his fan to tap his lips ]
Though this teacher believes it may be time for a nice walk. Would one be willing to join?
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he smiles a little, watching shen qingqiu take up that persona so quickly. he's interesting. there's something about him that fei du does recognize, but he keeps it quiet as he rocks back and pushes himself up. ]
... I think I'd like that. [ please let's get away from the scene of the crime of him throwing up at blood. he straightens, slowly, and in the way that shen qingqiu puts on the mien of the shizun, fei du puts on president fei. ]
Lead the way.
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Well then, let us depart from this place.
[ and honestly, the farther the way the better. does he have a destination in mind? absolutely not! will they probably end up eating fries somewhere like gremlins? ....probably! ginger ale is good for upset tummies. ]
Perhaps we shall find something to settle our hearts.
[ sqq voice: I DESERVE A TREAT ]
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and, he gives shen qingqiu a small smile, at the suggestion. ]
I agree, Teacher Shen. Maybe the park, and the food trucks? I could use something sweet.
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That sounds like a wonderful plan.
[ maybe there are the really shitty popsicles somewhere! though ngl the image of them eating cursed sanic and batnam ice cream truly brings me joy ]